“There's no excuse to be bored. Sad, yes. Angry, yes. Depressed, yes. Crazy, yes. But there's no excuse for boredom, ever.”

I am so bored, i have been looking through the most random things ever today. it way to cold to just go to the beach, sit there and think of everything, so i have to do something, but i am getting bored of just sitting here being bored and doing nothing. I thought väla would change my boredom but when we got there it was closed, no sale thingy, so we had to drive back, wow it was so pointless, still better than being on facebook all the time though. tomorrow is going to be boring as hell in school and i really cannot be bothered going. the only thing i am looking forward to is french and town after school with jeppie. the weekend is coming closer and closer, i really cannot wait. i love hockey, it makes me so happy.
i just wanna dance around in underwear now, dont ask me why. it just feels so nice if nobody can see me and i can just be myself. nobody jugdes the way i dance and the way my body looks like .. "if you judge people, you have no time to love them." i think people judge other people too fast by their behavior without thinking why this person behavios in this way. to be honest i did the same since my parents taught me a lot when i grew up. i know how to behave towards other teenagers, parents and teachers, it is so normal to say "thanks" and "bye" but some people never learnt that so they dont know what to say and do.. now i know that it was a wrong thing to do; it was just too normal for me because of the way i grew up.
i try to see the potential in every person and not the bad part. of course everyone has a negative side, everyone did something bad, doesnt matter if it has something to do with girls, guys, school or something else. i realized that every single person is beautiful just in completely different ways, think of it, if  you see someone you might not like that much. think about their potential and i am sure you will find something. i can tell you that i did it and it was amazing how i actually found something positive and awesome in every person.
well now that i got my life kinda sorted out, i do my best to help my friends. but its not always easy, really. it seems like everyone has so many problems and its impossible to solve them.. its a lot to take but i want them to feel better cause i really cant see my friends sad, it makes me sad to. but whats up with everyone? i dont understand it. sure some people really have problems but i think some just want a lot of attention.. well hopefully everything will work out. :)