you are way prettier when you smile.

finally my wifyyy came back from china. i am so ahppy that she is back. she made me so happy again and really made my day. all of a sudden my depression is gone and i feel good like i havent in a longer time. wow she was only away for a bit more then a week but i missed her so much! i dont know why but today i realised how great life can be. i had so much fun in school with everyone, was laughing a lot. i really enjoyed it and im looking forward to tomorrow. and i like myself so much more when i am happy, obviously! right now, i just see the positive things in life. it make me happy to think about my great friends, all the awesome time i have spent with them and i am so looking forward to the weekend.. its funny, i realised how many people i talked to today, when i was happy compared to the times when i was depressed. its truely amazing. the next time is going to be great, i dont know why but my feeling says that. everything works out for me, now i know who my real friends are and i have lots of fun with them. i am talking to my best guy friend from germany right now, which makes me happy. hockey is so much fun, practise was great and at the next weekend i am going to play a lot of hockey and this weekend will finally decide if i can get into the national team or not. school is surprisingly going quite good, im doing fine in every subject except science, but tthat will work sooner or later.. i dont care about guys & love & all of this shit, so life is all good.