true friendship.

"best friends are people who know everything about you and still love you"

i would just like to thank my clostest friends for everything what they have done for me. i love you a lot and i really dont know how to thank you, really. the fact that you are always there for me and try to help me as much as possible just makes me very happy and i appreciate it.

sometimes i dont know how you can bother with me and all my problems and i know i can be a really annoying person, i am sorry for that :D

with the time floating by i have even slipped apart from my close friends in germany because it is just not possible to keep contact to everyone. i have been through a hard time realizing that those friends were so disapointed at me and started talkin behind my back when i told them what happened here in sweden. i dont get it, i mean everyone changes with time and they just dont know me anymore. i mean come on everyone loses its virginity sooner or later and no one just judge someone just because this one has more experience and likes being with guys..

well here my friends stay by my side all the time, doesnt matter what happens, they are there for me. i went through hard times and they always build me up again and told me not to give up. i think the people i am talking about right now know it, like caro, blacki, vitti, aroha & tya but i would love to thank especially handi, lovi and nati. i love you. i honestly do not how to thank you for everything, im so glad to have you.

by the way, dont wonder about the names, the people now who i mean, those are just special nicknames, from different memories.