yesterday.

 “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

i think yesterday changed a lot. i was laying in my bed, talking to my lovely friends and other people. i felt lonely, stupid and cold but talkin to my friends felt really nice. i really do not like guys sometimes, i mean how can you be as stupid as they are? it seems like they dont of a heart and there mission is to break mine; mission completed. that is not what i meant by changed, i thought that before like a a lot of other girls i guess. but right now i dont give a fuck about them, dont care what they say and want, i wont let them break my heart again. at least not right now. i can have a great life with my friends who are always there for me. the most stupid thing i did was running after a guy who obviously enjoyed it and played with my feelings. just for you outside there, dont run after a guy and dont change for a guy either. if the guy really likes you he will come to you. if you show too many feelings you will get hurt. i am just talking from experience.. well i love my friends so much and i am really happy to have them. guys (obviously not my friends) can go and fuck their selves right now, i am sorry to say.

xoxo kisses