"learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow"

first of all i would like to thank you all my cuties for this really nice evening. i really enjoyed it.. i really had a great time. i was scared like hell after all the horror stories we told each other and everything what moved just scared the hell out of me but well now i can laugh about that fact. we failed at making pizza, come on it is one of the easiest things you can do but if you know us you dont expect anything else. haha we laughed at ourselves. good memorize, i wont forget this evening and i hope we will have one of those evening soon again.

now i am sitting in the car on my way to gothenborg and i am so excited! But it feels like both my parents have PMS and i prefere not talking to them right now. I would say after the despressed time, i am happy because of different things. I mean come on with such awesome friends and this great chance in gothenborg can one just be happy. Not caring about guys, or well i still care about them but taking it really easy feels really good!

but one of my closest is leaving soon again and i know i will miss her even though she will come back in like a month but she is such a great person! Why did she have to move? Why couldnt someone else move? She was the one who always made me happy and she still makes me happy. her comments make my days, seriously this girl is crazy.. i always have fun with her, doesnt matter what we do, she makes the most boring shit fun somehow. its amazing.. SHE is truely amazing. i love you girliii.

And it not just she is leaving.. another girl that really touched my heart is going back to her home country again. What should i do without her? she was the one who motivated me again and again and was always there for me. Damn i will miss her so much! I dont get why it always happens to me, first i move and lost so many friends and now three of my closest friends moved. That is really not fair. but doesnt matter how far we leave apart i will always love them! she is always happy and it seems like she came to sweden with the mission to make everyone happy here, and i think she almost completed it. and even if she leaves she will still be in my heart and hopefully she will come back really soon!