another exciting day in school.

im sitting in the library with friend and listening to music AND being completely bored but that is nothing new. i am actually supposed to study but too much things are on my mind. i am looking forward to tonite; going to spend a great night with the bestest girls and tomorrow i am finally going to gothenborg; to show them my hockey skills. hopefully everything is going to work out and i can go to the next camp and can then get the chance to play with the swedish national team u21 (i wrote more about it in "hope"). next weekend is goign to be fuckin awesome, i am going to germany and i should not say that but i guess i am not going to remember a lot on sunday/monday morning, i mean halloween is just once a year. :D lets see what shit is going to happen there, it is going to be very interesting. i hope old feelings dont come back, i think that is the worse that could happen to me.
soon i have english and then lunch, i loooveee food and enjoy it everytime haha it is pretty sad. one of my friends always thinks of me when she eats, especially meatballs. how should i take that? :p i should stop eating that much otherwise everyone will just hear me complaining all day about my body, but i guess i do that anyways. i hate looking into the mirrow. argh! but well life goes on..the world keeps turning (i will say that again and again ;P) and after school i have football practise with the girls team which is going to be a lot of fun but i guess there is going to be "bitchfights", as always -.-