brownies & parties.

watching tv with my mummy and just finished all the school work i had to do, god i am proud of myself that i actually do all my work nowadays, i still hate homework. well i ate so many brownies today so that i really feel fat now and i wish i would not have eaten them.. brownies with a lot of chocolate are eeeevil! well knowing me i will eat more brownies tomorrow, because they are really delicious. and i mean i hate my body anyways so there is nothing to do about it and i wont start talkin about all my problems with my body because it is endless..
today was a great day, since i decided yesterday that im not going to germany my mummy asked if i want to have a halloween party and as if i would say no to this. so now i invited all the awesome people and i am really looking forward it. i have no clue what i sgoing to happen, but i am sure some drama will happen. i will just see.. i know some girls want to make out with some guys, so this will be very interesting and funny. god, i just love houseparties so much. the only thing i hate about those parties is inviting people. i mean i cant invited everyone but so many people expect me to invite them just because we talked once or twice or im nice to them in school..
well i woke up with a really good mood today and i really enjoyed being around people today. i think i wasnt smiling that much in a long time and it felt great. i also had a very nice fika with my dearest friend.. i am actually looking forward to school, i mean it is the last day before the break and i just have 2 hours, so its chilly-willy :P

writing this blog is really addicting, i thought i would stop writing stuff after a few days or something. but i found out i even get cas for that, it is so awesome. haha.