confusion :P

i dont know what to think of today. i would say except for school i had a ver very nice day with my dearest friend. school is just pissing me off right now.. i really dislike IB, it is killing me, already! science is getting on my nerves, after i failed the test i should start listening and do something to get better; i guess that is a good idea, but how should my grades get better if i just dont get this shit.. then i got my business test back which was actually quite alright and in the end i had a french test that i didnt know about, but well there is nothing to do about it. :D i am just waiting for the next test that i can fail -.- ..and the weather was so weird today, first its sunny, then it is hailing, then the sun is shining again and then it is raining. i hate it because it has such moodswings, just like a girl. i swear to god if it starts snowing in the next days, i am going to freak out, it is not even november yet :o. well after school i met up with lovi and she made my day, really i am happy to have this wonderful girl. i was kind of depressed about my life because school & shit just makes me so mad, but the conversation helped me a lot. once again i realised how stupid it was to run after him again and again. and i am done with being depressed. now i just chill, take it easy and let everything happen. i guess that is the best i can do.