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Thursday, May 26, 2011
calories are evil ...
DONE WITH MY MINI MOOOCKKS! :D:D im happy but i dont think it went too good for me. I am getting my results next week so that is gonna be interesting. I hooope i didnt fail cause i really studied a lot for them and did not have time for anything else not even to work out. As a result of that my whole "losing weight" thing just stoped and i gained a bit again which is really depressing and i feel so uncomfortable again. I actually start liking my legs but now i really do not like them at all.. arghh i hate this feeling. it feels like i need to loose more weight otherwise i cannot be happy with myself. i just have the feeling that nobody can accept me if i look like i do now. i guess it is ridiculous but thats the way it is and trust me i really do not like it. i need to lose at least 1 ½ kilos which is gonna be hard. i want to be able to accept myself the way i am but i just does not work for some reason. i might look like i am very self-confident but believe me i am not. my body is weird, if i work out a lot i gain weight, if i dont really do much i lose weight.. argh hate it. the only thing i can do is eating veryyy little until i lost it and then trying to keep it. so i guess ill be in a bad mood for the next weeks cause im gonna be so hungry.. well life is a bitch sometimes :D but i dont wanna look like a puffed-up something -.-
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You are GORGIOUS!!! one of the most beautiful people i know, both on the inside and the outside. You really don't have to loose wight, but i understand that it might make you feel better. the weight you are gaining when you train is muscle, so you shouldn't worry about that, what you should do is measure you body fat instead of your wight. http://www.healthcentral.com/cholesterol/home-body-fat-test-2774-143.html that's a website where you can measure it,considering the amount you train it will probably show just how little fat you actually have on your body and that's it's mostly muscle :) what you could do is is maybe measure it once every month and see if anything has changed.
ReplyDeleteI really don't think you should put too much pressure on yourself about loosing weight, you are far from fat and you have lovely legs! :)
Lena du bist echt etwas besonderes, und ich will nicht haben das du traurig über so etwas wirst, du bist echt sehr sehr hübsch und alle denken das! :) ich hoffe das was ich gesagt hat irgendwie hilft. habe dich echt lieb und ich bin IMMER für dich da! :) <33