its a mad world.

why cant you just be honest to me? i dont understand it. i dont get why you are scared of talking to me about things that you dislike about me or our friendship. telling me i am a bad friend that treats you basically like shit over facebook is just weak. i thought you were one of my best friends but apparently you cant even say things like that to my face. you say i tear you down all the time, when the fuck did i do that? you have hurt me badly and you know why.. you should be happy that im still you friend because i think the majority would not talk to you anymore. in other words you say i force you to do things and you are scared that if you dont do them you will loose me as a friend.. i dont understand you seriously. you cant even give me examples for anything. i have said it to you so many times but you just dont understand. im freaking mad right now and all what happened in the past comes back to my mind and it makes me more angry. i have always been there for you, always. and that you do such things to me, is just unbelievable. you say i dont stand up for you which hurts me the most since even when people were against you or talked shit about you i was on your side and defended you..