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aaaand once again i feel completely blown up and just disgusting. i think i gained 1 ½ kilos again and its killing me. i need to loose it as soon as possible again otherwise im gonna be all depressed and i really dont like feeling like that.. i just dont know how to loose it, well i do but its hard. its not working the way i expected it to work. i do sports, i usually dont eat much and its not very often that i eat a lot of candy or chips. its just disappointing.. im afraid to weigh myself in the evening cause i think i just keep on gaining weight even though i dont eat that much :/ annoooooying.